Change?

When did the login site change? I used to be able to log in with my google account, now it's called a beta account...wonder what the difference is?? Anyway, I think I am starting to feel older than I am. Change is no longer comfortable for me. The more things need to change, the more uncomfortable I feel. I mean, I move around a lot, and it is becoming, well, scary instead of exciting. Whenever there is a change at work, I'm like, WHY? Everything is working fine with the status quo. Why upgrade and have to learn a whole new program??? It always seems more complicated than it really is, and I know that in my head, but the rest of me just gets really nervous. I look at people like my Grandma and Mom, who still can't quite get the hang of email, and I am afraid of becoming that, but here I am at the crossroads, and I feel like I am losing the battle! It's a little unnerving, to say the least. I do like to learn, though, and I take all kinds of different classes to make myself more marketable and just to gain more knowledge, but when something changes, it just kind of freaks me out initially. It didn't used to be this way! I will try to figure it out, though, and try to get myself back to normal and accept change as a natural part of life and try to stop fearing it so much. I am sure I'll get to the bottom of it eventually (hopefully!).